Michael,

Hope all goes well today for you. This is a very painful process and although there are no words that can take that away, find comfort in knowing that it is in God's hands and He knows your pain. I am not super religious, but it has gotton me through the last few years. I am sure people are going to say a lot of things to you that they think will comfort you such as "at least you found out quick and are so young, no kids, etc." But, that does not take away the love you have/had for that woman and that you were married and committed to her for life. Your dreams are going to have to change and what you thought your future was going to be is so different now. I still feel like I live in the twilight zone almost everyday and it has been 2 years exactly since the D was final and almost 3 years since he left us. It would take me pages and pages to tell you my whole stroy. Just know that regardless of what other people say or think, you need to take your time to heal and come out stronger on the other side. Hang in there and I am praying for you!

A


Me-40
XH-44
T-21
M-18
Div-19 mo.
D-18,S-15,D-11
Bomb-7/07 EA,PA
Mvd out-9/07-to give me space
mvd back-12/07
mvd out-7/08
back with OW since 2/08
OW broke it off-1/10
in and out of tunnel and our life since!!