Seems I'm getting down again today. That means it's time to go get some exercise.
I also want to list out the positives in my sitch: 1. H is still in the house even though he wants the D. 2. H is giving me time to process everything. 3. I don't actually have the D paperwork yet. 4. H was curious about my activities on Tuesday. 5. I initiated a hug last week when I was feeling really down and H held me and rubbed my back. (I forgot about this one until today.) 6. H is feeling slightly more comfortable in the house I think.
