Sorry to hear about all your pain. And my god you have been experiencing it for some time. And as much as its admirable to want your family back, YOU are right, its time to drop that rope.
Maybe even date a little. We all like to think that our spouses were made for us but in reality, maybe they werent. Its possible that you will meet somebody out there that can make you really happy and feel great about yourself.
I wouldnt even suggest this excpet for the fact that you have been in this limbo for soooooo long.
She may even take notice that you have moved on as well and even though thats not the reason for doing so, may actually take interest. Who knows how that will play out but one thing is for SURE.
YOu cant keep going on like this. One life to live man, live it the best you can.
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