H signs the papers today. I really wonder what is going through his head. Is he relieved? Is he sad? Is he indifferent?
Tomorrow H is going to box up more of the stuff I haven't yet and take some stuff with him. The stuff he can't have the movers move because it is loose.
Next week I should be able to sign the papers and maybe from there it will just be the judge signing off and it will be over. Right now I am glad, but very mixed feelings. H is not the man I married 5 years ago, or the guy I started dating 12 years ago, but I still love him a lot and it is hard.
Me29 S3 H left 4/1/09 I file 8/2/10 Divorce final 5/17/11 1st http://www.tinyurl.com/25lhu52 2nd http://www.tinyurl.com/2c35ueg 3rd http://www.tinyurl.com/322yk89
