18 Wheels and a Dozen Roses

[AJM80]

Hi - Thanks guys! I think I am with OMW lately, just sort of wanting off the roller coaster...more of an emotional thought to flee than an actual practical decision.

I also think it is probably very female of me...or maybe just me of me. I just keep talking about/floating my 2-3 options out there and someday one of them will feel right. It would drive my dad and H's nuts when my mom/sisters/I do that (my mom takes it to a whole other level, makes me nuts too). I try not to do it much with H, other than ocassionally asking his opinion on something specific and finite(from a how do you think this would work with custody/visitation/raising the kids perspective).

I do think I am a bit more detached, but then I realize it is 1 am and I am on here! Actually so tired, but I wanted to check in on things.

We had a fun time at the playground all together tonight. Last night I pretty much ignored H and the kids and did my thing while he was here.