I went to alanon tonight. It always helps. I hear other women that have been through the SAME EXACT crap tell their stories and how they find peace in alanon and have been much happier years down the line. I hope I get there.
My H just text me tonight when I got home and said: "I apologize for my shortcomings, everything happens for a reason, I hope your NOT beating yourself up over this".
I just said: "I am doing ok,thanks".
Do you think he is just temperature checking me???????????
I am assuming he was probably drunk when he sent the text, as that was the only time in the past that he would ever be nice, concerned or loving, was when he was trashed.
Why is he so concerned if he is the one leaving me in the dust again???? Shouldnt he be the one beating himself up over this???? TIPPER p.s. I am so happy that I have all of you on these boards to talk to and vent to, you all help me so much. I feel like you all (and alanon)are the only ones that can understand and relate to me.Thanks
