I don't know about that, sparks, with regards to coming to grips and having balls. I think I'm just sick and tired of all this BS. I just don't care anymore. Life is better without this hanging over my head.

My only concern is my D. Unfortunately, that is also the one thing that keeps WAW coming around. There's got to be a better way to live.

"Nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending."
- Maria Robinson

M: 45 WAW: 36
T: 17 M: 14 Kids: D9
ILYBNILWY: 6/2010
W left: 2/2011
W back: 2/2012