Angel I snooped too and got caught. Not a good situation to be in. Find peace with the fact you don't need to snoop. God can and will reveal all that you need to know if you ask.

What came to mind was just drop down on your knees and pray for restoration of your marriage and live your life for God no other. Right now it sounds like you are living for your h.

It sounds like your h is home. That is a blessing I think.

Me 50
H 42
S 22
S 9
D 7
M 12
T 17
H moved out 8/2006
H moved home 1/2007 for 3 weeks
H moved home 5/2011 for good

"Learn from yesterday ~ Live for today ~ And hope for tomorrow"