Rysmom you have do what you need to do for your life. I had gotten to a good place in my life and felt I wasn't really in limbo other than filing for a D. Then in walks h. I wasn't really feeling the marriage anymore and actually didn't even want my h home.
The great thing that happened on this journey is I joined a gym and got really fit in 3 years. I went from a size 12 to a size 4. Now I feel young, fit and healthy way better than my h, but he is working on that now too.
What I am saying Rysmom is God can restore what was lost. Trust me on that one. I am a different person and can accept what happened as the past and God has asked me not to look back, but look to him and the future. It really is a beautiful thing. So don't worry about the trust, it can be restored. What is God wanting you to do?
Angel I am so glad you have been touched by the reading here. I know how difficult this journey is and if I could give hope to others then this post served it's purpose.
Me 50 H 42 S 22 S 9 D 7 M 12 T 17 H moved out 8/2006 H moved home 1/2007 for 3 weeks H moved home 5/2011 for good
"Learn from yesterday ~ Live for today ~ And hope for tomorrow"
