I still in this down in the dumps, feeling of impending doom kind of mood. Feeling that I can never do anything right.

Although H talks to me, I feel the difference. We have lost that easy going comfortable conversation that had been continually improving for a month now. I would say we slid back by approximately 2-3 weeks!


Me:49 H:45 D:12 M:14 T:18
Bomb: 6/26/10
EA: 9/3/10, fizzled out slowly, now ???
11/5/11 Retrouvaille
Finally piecing....
Its peaceful at last, but we got a looong way to go