I'm still here

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Me too.

I do notice that I'm happier after every time I go out and do something though. So step by step... gotta push yourself even when you don't feel like it.

I agree. I am going to go walking with a friend in a little bit and clear my head a bit.
I cried on the way home from work today, I am determined to not cry in front of my kids. I know I shouldn't be ashamed to cry in front of them, but I don't want to make them feel bad. I know my S10 would probably start crying also as he is very sensitive.