Today daughter just said 'i dont want to talk to you' when i called up to talk to her. I dont think she had any idea what she was saying. All i could say is that i love her and that i'll talk to her later.
Called up again after 15 mins to see if daughter changed her mind. Now she was busy playing with wife's nieces. Then talked to wife on what i should do to get daughter to talk to me. Wife gave some pointers.
self pity just came rushing in after i hung up. But i had to drive it away. Or i'll just end up feeling very sh***y.
But i could not help but imagine how my parents must have felt during times when they so much wanted to talk to daughter, but she did not know them well enough to even talk to them. That was 1 year ago. I am now in a similar boat. This really s*cks.
I am planning on visiting her on 21st. Can wait to see her and give her the Ipod touch. Maybe then it wont feel this bad because then i'll be able to see her.
BITS M 38 W 36 D 7 Married 15 yrs W left for 6 months in 2009 W Filed for D 01/03/11 piecing now...
