I'm still here

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Journaling-----

I hate when I am plugging along, trying to make the most out of my day and suddenly I am hit with such anxiety and worry, like "What if he meets someone else?". Or "What if he doesn't love me anymore?"
And it fills me with terror.
But...

My first instinct would be to text him and ask for some kind of reassurance, which I have not done. I came here instead to write down my feelings instead.

That's a baby step, right?