I still struggle with where do I go from here at times.
Time and being open to things as they come along, hve been my greatest allies.
Meditation has been a huge help to me. Praying works for lots of folks too. The simple act of asking for guidance makes you more "aware".
Awareness has put me on a path towards what will be the rest of my life. It can be daunting and scarey. Even knowing that I am at liberty to change course at any time, doesn't take the fear out of some of it. I move through it though.
I still don't have all the answers and know I never will. that's ok. I love an adventure