Wife still sleeps on couch and nothing much has changed. I enjoyed dinner last night because we ate at the dining room table for the first time in a long while.
Other than that, not much new on the front. I have not brought up any relationship talk for some time now. Neither has she so I take that as her glad I am keeping my mouth shut.
I have been playing with the kids a bit more and last Saturday we had a family day cleaning up the yard. Mother's Day was spent at a friends house for BBQ and fun. That was pretty nice day all in all.
Still no physical or emotional affection what so ever. I am still hating that but nothing can be done about that. Just trying to hang tough.
Still very hard and each day I still want to ask for a hug or if she loves me.
SANDI2 I miss you.
Me - 39 yrs old Wife - 39 yrs old Married - 18 years Together - almost 21 year Kids - son age 13/ daughter age 10 Bomb Dropped in May 2010 Seperating - June 2011, after school lets out
