You are a strong woman and learning how to be stronger everyday. Turning to God is so important. Leave your marriage and your husband in God's hands. You can only control you and you can't change the past, you can only change the future. What kind of goals have you set for yourself? You do have to learn patience and live like your H is not coming back. You can stand for your marriage and pray for your marriage and your H, but you can set goals for you and what you need to do to be the best you!
Blessings!
Lorie W47 H48 D16 M20 H gone 11/9/10 lives w/OW
When you forgive,you heal. When you let go,you grow. When you cry to God, you surrender. When you love unconditionally, you show others Christ's love.