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[tadpole1025]

Thanks Renee and AJ.

I got out a little today, but it was kind of a rough one.

All I've thought about today is W with the douchebag. What the kcuf was she thinking? Haven't been able to get it out of my head. Just one of those days.

I've thought a lot of the events of the past year. Do you know that just last Father's Day we were planning on renewing our vows? She even left me the nicest message on FB.

I didn't see this coming and the more I think about it, I don't think W saw it coming either. The change in her was so drastic. I still have a hard time believing all of this. I personally believe that W got sucked into her way of thinking by all of her single friends. Everyone she works with has either never been married or is divorced. W has always been sucked in easily by people. If someone tells her something that she wants to hear, she'll buy into 100%.

Sometimes I want a D. Most times I don't.

I want to talk to her about so many things including our marriage. Will she ever be willing to talk about our R?

My mom called me today and told me that W sent her a Mother's Day text. This shocked the hell out of me. I never would have guessed it. W was really mad at my mom when she moved out because my mom wanted to make sure that certain heirlooms that were handed down to us stayed with me. W was very upset. Like I said, I would have never drreamed that W would reach out to her.

Anyways, just really venting. Had a rough day today.

Thanks for all of your help.

Tad