Well time in my case is a double-edged sword. The longer I take, the more I'm probably going to tick him off. I guess we see. I need to make the right decisions for me and that's going to take time to figure out. I'm on an emotional roller coaster right now and that decision changes every day so I'd like to achieve some stability before I go moving 2000 miles across the country.
Bunch of people backed out on that meetup tonight and it was only going to be me and the organizer so I felt a little weird about it. So I backed out too but I'll just make sure to leave the house and go do something for a while anyways.
