Im feeling like chit today. Yes Lorie I can see that my feelings are vacillating - this [censored]!

I was so mad at H last night.I was mad that I felt so disrespected. I cried to GOD and asked why? What did I do? Why did he do this? Why is he still doing this?

I know that I have to be strong. I have to learn patience. I have to learn that time is my friend. I have to learn to work on me. Focus on me and not on H.

My heart is breaking today frown


W - 31
H - 33
Married - 7 years
Together - 10 yrs
Kids - S 3yrs old
Separated - 27/03/11
OW - 10/04/11