So H is going out again tonight. H is taking the motorcycle found out he is picking up her female friend to take her to the bar. He knows how I feel about female's on the motorcycle with him. I would not have found out that she was going if his sister did not stop by to drop off her car. He proceeds to tell her who he is going out with. I said nothing to him just let him drive off on the bike. I don't understand this man any more. He never drank during the week now he is out drinking. He tells me he will be home at 8:30. I am not going to hold my breath.

I have been on the phone for 2 days now with the Dr. having issues. They may have to push my surg up and he goes out drinking how nice. I am not going to bring up him going out on the bike at all. I just don't understand how every now and then he tells me he wants us to work.