Mission 25. I Really Mean it this time>

[ninelives]

Its so strange, now that I have decided this new strategy, or is that just a by product, but I feel lousy today and even wept on the way to school as I passed her house.

Im so busy these days and am having trouble keeping up with everything.

young son told me that OM was over for dinner enjoying the fish that he caught. For gods sake woman, where is the class in that.

She knows that he feels uncomfortabl when hes around but actually eats the fish he caught. I know BIL would be severly pissed if he knew that since Bil cleaned the fish and doesnt really like his SIL right now and despises the OM.

Another cross to bear, let it go.

I dont see any reason for me to contact her today or to even see her. i have my drum lesson tonight and will be taking my bike to get fixed there as well.

Im getting on with my life but somehow HAVE To stop focussing on what she is doing. Wish we didnt live in such a small town together.


BTW, thanks Sandi for claffirying further .

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