I am glad you found some clear insight. I always take these matters to God. He is the best authority. It sounds like you handled everything very well.
Just remember that your feelings will vacillate between many different emotions. Come here and vent and discuss them, but always pray that God will carry you through them.
God Bless!
Lorie W47 H48 D16 M20 H gone 11/9/10 lives w/OW
When you forgive,you heal. When you let go,you grow. When you cry to God, you surrender. When you love unconditionally, you show others Christ's love.