Can I close the door and leave it unlocked?

[islander]

So I have not had any contact from W since that text on Saturday, and she did not repond back to my short reply. I don't know what is going on. If she really meant what she wrote and I am never going to hear from her again. I use never loosely, we will have things to talk about obviously. But she never even contacted me about the bills she said she wanted to discuss.

I am doing ok today. I miss my W, but I am not obsessing about it. I pray for her all of the time. That is all the control that I have, all I can do for her. The rest is out of my hands. I am still doing plenty of things for myself, so that is good. I just need to get in the gym more. All of this running is just making me lose weight, and I think I have lost enough over the last 7 months, not that I even had that much to lose. I tell you, this has been one heck of a diet plan, one that nobody would buy either.