Ok, I am not trying to make this about me. Because I screwed up, I owned up to it, but I dont know what to do. I cant imagine the pain she must be feeling. If I could take it from her I would. I dont know how to approach this, I have never been good at keeping my mouth shut when I know their is a problem I want to try and fix it. I know this isnt going to be a quick and easy fix. I have detroyed her and my family.
