Originally Posted By: Country_Song
You know guys, I'd be a liar if I said this hasn't crossed my mind. It also makes me feel kind of dirty though. IDK. Tough to describe.

Of course thoughts about your M/R are going to cross your mind. This has been your main focus for months. That is still your ultimate goal, but you have put that aside to deal with a significant loss to your W. That says something about you CS.

Originally Posted By: Country_Song
One thing with all of this, I just can't stop thinking about her. Not just about us, just feeling for her. Regardless of how we end up, she will always be someone I care deeply about. I just can't imagine what she is going through, really wish I could be there to help her more....

I think this quote speaks more to where you are at right now. You are not only concerned for Mrs. CS as your wife, but as a human being no matter the outcome. I'd say you have dropped the rope and are in a good place right now.


Me:45 ExW:48
M:04/97
3 Bombs & 2 ReCons
1st BD 11/10
D Finalized 4/20
D-16 S-14
Going in one more round when you don't think you can. That's what makes all the difference in life.~Rocky Balboa