Hey all! I just wanted to add some stuff also. As I said before (don't know if u all read what I wrote earlier), I was prophesied to by a Christian. The Lord told me....the worst was yet to come but if I put it in his hands, I would be well pleased. That was most of it anyway. Now I am pretty sure this was before I was divorced, before my xh moved ow in, before they got married, before they got pregnant and before my son decided, after moving in with his dad, to never speak to me again. Imagine what I was thinking?...."the worst was yet to com?" I had no idea how it could get any worse, my heart was breaking but it did and all that happened. One would think that would be enough for a person to lay it all at the foot of the Lord right then and there. I tried and thought I had, but I hadn't. Since, I have laid it down and trying my best to let God handle it. Sometimes we think we are, but we are not fully doing that. My xh is remarried to his young 27 or 28 maybe now, year old wife. He is 44. And they have a new baby, over a yr. Old now. BUT, sometimes I get this feeling that my time with xh isn't over. I have moved on and am dating someone else but something isn't fully right. Sometimes I wonder If I should still be standing after all this? But he is remarried? I don't know.
Also I wanted to add that so many Things happened when my xh left. Things I know was God. One evening I was talking to my son, while he was still at home, and I told him that [/s][s]God was gonna work it all out and everything was gonna be ok. This was before xh remarried and before our divorce I believe. M son got really angry and screamed....he isn't coming back and he didn't believe what I was saying about God working it out and God could fix this. My son believes in God and says he is saved but he didn't believe his dad was coming home. I started praying that God would let my son know hews real. We both worked at the same public store for awhile, one evening while at work, my son came up to me an said..."Mom, did you send that big guy to talk to me?" I said, "What are you talking about?". My son said "A big guy just came thru my line and as he was leaving he put his arm on my shoulder and said...."God wants me to tell you that everything is gonna be alright". Well you can imagine how I felt. This was a complete stranger that said this to my son. I said no son I didn't send him, God did! I fell to the floor thanking God for what he had done and Thanking him for showing my son that he is real! I owe God so much. I am going thru some hard stuff right now but I know if I just lay my burdens down, God will pick them up. My sister in law wrote a song about....'Tearing off the roof'. We need to tear off the roof for each other! In other words, we need to pray often for one another. We need to get serious with God and just tear off the roof shouting and praying and worshiping the Lord.
God loves us so much and only wants to spend time with us.
