Yes Snow I know exactly how you feel. I am simply amazed at my own relationship with God. I know it's hard to discuss with others sometimes when I personally think they don't believe what I am saying, but I speak the truth.

I have felt sorry for my h too, but because he never had a relationship with God that I have experienced and has not known him that way. I even think my h said one time he didn't even believe in God, well that has changed.

I just follow what God tells me to do and I am never dissapointed.

God bless you Snow.

Me 50
H 42
S 22
S 9
D 7
M 12
T 17
H moved out 8/2006
H moved home 1/2007 for 3 weeks
H moved home 5/2011 for good

"Learn from yesterday ~ Live for today ~ And hope for tomorrow"