In 2010 when he was home we were going to a Catholic Church. I think h was doing it because he felt obligated or maybe it was his way of doing something he knew I wanted. The problem was we were going to church, but I don't think either one of us really were making it right with God or knew what we should be doing.

We would go to church, but then for the most part treated each other like crap. H was still contacting ow, but living with me. Me I was living with h, but going on dating websites and talked of how I couldn't wait to get a job and move out. It was a horrible mess. It was a very confusing time for both h and I. I wasn't healed so when he did return I couldn't accept him. I was struggling so much and I am not so sure h was where he wanted to be either.

Once I was healed and ow had passed away God spoke to me and said you need to be praying with your h before bed each night. I let my h know that God had spoke to me about praying and asked him if it would be ok if we prayed each night. He said yes. So each night before bed I pray for us. My h isn't much into praying himself but allows me to do the praying. I also ask him what he needs prayer for.

Also I now witness to my h of what God is speaking to me about and when God answers our/my prayers. I think h can appreciate our praying together now.

I also spend time praying with our kids and we praise God out loud all the time now. It's way different than how we were living prior to all of this mess.

I don't know if my h will ever be a leader in prayer, but one step at a time. God has shown us he can move mountains and just praying together as a family is huge. We haven't done this in years.

Thanks snow for your encouragement.


Me 50
H 42
S 22
S 9
D 7
M 12
T 17
H moved out 8/2006
H moved home 1/2007 for 3 weeks
H moved home 5/2011 for good

"Learn from yesterday ~ Live for today ~ And hope for tomorrow"