One thing I've noticed is that even though you say you're concerned about your W, etc., you make it all about you.
"I asked that she could be angry with me all she wants but to not ignore me or pretend I am not here. That drives me nuts."
Dude, she can treat you however she wants. You don't have the right to tell her how she should act towards you. You messed up and kept it hidden. Now you deal with the consequences. If she tells you to shut up, you do so. If she chooses to not talk to you for a month, you suck it up and accept it. You caused it, so you need to man-up and take what comes your way.
It's the only way she will heal.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
