Tad I think you're still trying to convince yourself she is "mental" or entirely changed--that's probably why you looked on her FB page. Eventually you probably should just block her so that you would have to unblock her (more clicks) to see what's going on. And once you unblock, you cannot then reblock for 48 hours. Been there, done that ;-)I think the FB watching almost becomes a substitute for actual face to face contact in that we can sorta kinda see into their lives that way, but more than anything, it's just going to hurt you, more than hitting yourself with a hammer ;-) So the sooner you can curb your tendency to be a voyeur--through fb, through hearing what other people say who talk to her, whatever, the better for your sanity. You'll never make sense of it because she took a ticket to Crazytown and is hanging out there for now with all of our exes ;-)
M45 Bomb 6/09; EA 6/10; Divorced 1/11 Proud single mom of 7 little feline girls and one little feline boy "Fall down 53 times. Get up 54." -- Zen saying
