Snow thank you for stopping by. My intent in posting was to give hope and encouragement to others. My h was gone almost 4 yrs which was a really long time when he was gone. My faith wavered, I had no self confidence, I was scared and lonely, I didn't know about my future, but I did enjoy reading other restoration stories. They gave me hope, encouragement and faith that my own marriage could be saved.
Rysmom, we are not sure how ow died. Could have been self inflicted. My h walked in the door 2am on a Thurs. Sunday 5am she passed away. It was a very eerie feeling for me when we received the news. God had me pray for breaking of a soul tie between them 6 hrs earlier. I prayed it would be severed forever and then God had me pray for ow. I did, so I was a bit shook up with the news of ow, with all that God led me to pray. I did share with my h my prayers. My h too agreed it was devine intervention. The news was creepy and relieving at the same time. It was like wow, the heavens opened up for the restoration of our marriage. H and I started praying ever since for us for our marriage for direction for guidance. It has been a real amazing time for us. My h is here and dedicated and committed like I have never seen before.
Also with the healing that I received weeks before it's like the past has been wiped away. The resentment, anger, fear, hatrid, is gone. Is almost as if the past never happened. I know that sounds weird and I would have never thought it myself, but I am living proof that God can change people with a blink of an eye. Without the cleansing and healing of myself the restoration of our marriage could have never happened. God knew what we needed and gave us a DO OVER as my h and I say.
I found rejoiceministries while I was on this site. I got great inspiration from them. I think I was at my lowest and was on the verge of giving up and then boom I found them and was able to continue on with standing and having faith in God that he did have a plan for my life.
The best part of all of this though, is my h has found God and we are praying daily. It was the best gift God could have given us.
Me 50 H 42 S 22 S 9 D 7 M 12 T 17 H moved out 8/2006 H moved home 1/2007 for 3 weeks H moved home 5/2011 for good
"Learn from yesterday ~ Live for today ~ And hope for tomorrow"