On my way home from work, I talked to God and I asked Him to please make it stop hurting so much. Sometimes I feel like He is punishing me for my actions. I have asked for forgiveness and I am determined to never go back to being that woman ever again, I just don't want it to hurt so much.
I go back and fourth, should I give up? Should I hang in there? What is the right thing to do? Sometimes I think that we'll get through this, and others I think too much damage has been done.
Thank God I have an appt tomorrow with my C, I really need it.
"Everyone you meet has baggage. Find someone who loves you enough to help you unpack." ¤Formerly DelinquentGurl¤
