I hear this, I understand it... but can't seem to do it completely. It's as if, subconsciously, I have it in my head that the only way for me to forgive myself is for me to fix the damage that I have caused... that then, and only then, will I be able to truly forgive myself for causing the damage in the first place.
M 43 X 38 T 13 W moves out of home 11/2010 Roller coaster from hell 2/2011-5/2012 I request divorce 5/2012 W moves home 6/2012 Good time 7/2012 - 1/2015 I leave 3/2016 process of divorce