I hear this, I understand it... but can't seem to do it completely. It's as if, subconsciously, I have it in my head that the only way for me to forgive myself is for me to fix the damage that I have caused... that then, and only then, will I be able to truly forgive myself for causing the damage in the first place.


M 43
X 38
T 13
W moves out of home 11/2010
Roller coaster from hell 2/2011-5/2012
I request divorce 5/2012
W moves home 6/2012
Good time 7/2012 - 1/2015
I leave 3/2016
process of divorce