I am really trying not to feel sorry for myself.....and did not intentionally mean to sound that way. I know that this is early in the process, I am very anxious, something I have suffered from for many years. I want to fix this and have let her know that I am willing to do what it takes. I told her I would not push but would be here anytime she was ready to talk. She is the type to stew and hold it all in until it explodes, which for her could take a very long time.
What I meant about not being treated as human was.....I should get used to her ignoring me and not recognizing me even being in the room. I dont blame her in the least little bit, nor should I even consider it. I guess I am curious if I am even on the right track.....am I barking up the wrong tree.
