Venting is fine man...what is hard to swallow is the 'poor me' crap.

Own it. Owe up to it. Be responsibile. Accept that she is going to be upset; you betrayed her world. Fix trust. How? 1st four sentences.

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I guess I should get used to be treated less than human.


When you realize how completely and utterly your destroyed what she thought was rock solid in her life; you'll stop feeling sorry for yourself.


Experience is a brutal teacher, but you learn. My God, do you learn. - C.S. Lewis

Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B. - Jack3Beans

Listen without defending; Speak without offending - FaithinAK

TRUST THE PROCESS - Cadet