Yeah 9, despite that hole in my heart, I had an alright day. And I am sure time will heal my pain, but I am also praying that my W will have an awakening while I am healing.

I the mean time, I will try to stay busier than I have before. I used to like some of my days to be relaxing around the house, now that is simething I dread. Complete lifestyle change.


My Karma,
It does help being close to my inlaws. We are actually neighbors. They built a house next to us about 4 months bf the bomb so they could help us out with the girls. I have always had a good relationship with them, and that hasn't changed. They help me out with my D tremendously, and I couldn't do it without them right now. I don't know what the future holds, but I am not taking anything for granted

I don't have any other family near me, the closest being 6 hours away.


BITS

M:34 W:28
SD:9
D:6 (pr)
M:3 T:6
Separated 1/16/11
ILYBNILWY 10/25/10
PA discovered 11/12/10, began about 10/1/10

I am not who I was, I am being remade, I am new...