I went to church yesterday morning with my inlaws. During the service, the pastor talked about the qualities of our great mothers. I just kelt wondering what happened to my W, bc she is far from the mother and woman that she was. It seemed as if she was the complete opposite of what the pastor was talking about.
When I got home, I decided to primer over what I had painted and start over. It was a good choice bc I would have hated the color I first chose. Then I was smart, and got a couple color samples and painted them on the wall. That would have saved me so much time in the first place, I could have spent it obsessing on my sitch!!
Then my inlaws called and invited me over for dinner and I joined them. We played a couple games, ate dinner, and I went home shortly after. At one point, I asked FIL if my MIL minded me being there (bc my W and SD weren't there). He said no, and it was my MIL idea to invite me, that he wasn't going to suggest that on mothers day if she did not bring it up. I told him I almost didnt come over, but then figured if they didn't want me there, they wouldn't have asked. He said I was right.
After I got home, my neighbor stopped by for a beer and hung out for a little bit. Then my other neighbor and her D also came over for a little bit. It was nice talking to people that I really never spent much time with bf the bomb. I am grateful I have good neighbors, it helps.
And that was the end of my day. No contact to or from W. No mention of her at my inlaws either.
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M:34 W:28 SD:9 D:6 (pr) M:3 T:6 Separated 1/16/11 ILYBNILWY 10/25/10 PA discovered 11/12/10, began about 10/1/10
I am not who I was, I am being remade, I am new...