Amen GG! I have had that feeling of what you describe and I want it again! When my xh left, I turned to the Lord and he brought me thru. BH....I know you mean well , but when you have Jesus in your life, and I mean really have him... nothin else matters. Don't take offense to this BH....But GG you know how Satan works. He will try to work thru other people to discourage you. DONT let NOONE shake your Faith. Because honey if they ain't got it, they won't understand!!!