Tipper I am sorry that your h has left again. You are doing all that you can. Continue to pray, it seems to at least help you have peace and understanding with your situation. God is still in the business of making miracles happen. Just don't loose the faith. You are right you will survive whatever way that God takes you on this path and he does know what is best for your life, sometimes we just need to step back and let God lead.
Me 50 H 42 S 22 S 9 D 7 M 12 T 17 H moved out 8/2006 H moved home 1/2007 for 3 weeks H moved home 5/2011 for good
"Learn from yesterday ~ Live for today ~ And hope for tomorrow"