I dont know what to do different. cheryl the DB coach suggested i ask h over to repair something at our house. i have been really depressed lately and don't think im up to that though. i feel stuck and frusturated about the situation. i was very sad today thinking of past mother's days as a family. H text me and said happy mother's day. You are the best mommy. in a way i hate him saying and doing nice things and going to bed with that woman every night. I feel like im losing my mind sometimes.
