Well, my H text me at 2 am last night and said: I really hope we can be friends in time. I said, Me too. He said: Great, I really mean it. I said : so do I.
It was a short conversation, but it is the first clue to me that things are coming a little bit in my direction. It also gave me the knowledge that I need to keep Praying for my H and keep detaching.
I dont mean to get my hopes up, but this is all I have gotten out of him so far since he left me last week for the 3rd time.
I know it could be guilt, or just what he truely wants (friendship instead of M). However, I have been praying for God to walk with him and guide him, and I hope it is the work of the Lord with in him. This is my first positive sign from him. I need to stay strong, continue to pray, and hope for the best.
