Hi Everyone, Its been a little over a year since my divorce, and I think I've done really well...have read dozens of books, been in counselling for 2 years now, etc. Feel like I'm in a good place with myself..or so I thought...
I decided to join eHarmony and see what might happen...with the idea that I just wanted to be open the possibility of meeting someone and with the expectation that it might take awhile to find someone I want to date. I've been out with 3 men in the past couple of weeks...but I leave the "date" depressed and sad. They are nice and all, but I'm finding this not fun and exciting but sad and depressing. I've been crying off and on all day today, and don't know why for sure..maybe its being 50 and dating..feels so dumb to be doing this at this stage of tehe game, and also thinking that finding someone who is fun and who also hasn't cheated might be a challenge (although my impression so far is that the men online also had cheating wives...
Anyway, just thought I'd ask for thoughts about this. Is depression while dating natural? I don't cry very often, so this weepyness today is weird...but it is definitely triggered by being back int he dating scene....
