Tad you should be able to get food assistance (food stamps). Have you not applied? With 4 people in the house (or 3), you will get a good amount. When my xh left, I HAD to do this, it hurt my pride but we had to eat. Also there should be some programs where you can get assistance with elec and water. Ask when you go apply at food office. There is no shame in trying to feed your family.
I think it was a nice jester to wish your wife a happy mothers day.
You can do these things as long as you don't expect a reply.
And yes you will have good and bad days. You are doing some ofthe same stuff I did. I asked questions over and over. I didn't listen to others. Snodderly tried to help me as many others did but I didn't listen, that is why snodderly no longer talks to me.
I was in the same place you are, just a little more hard headed. I tried to do everything my way.
