It's OK to have the sad feelings...you need to mourn...it may take a while...just remember that after every dark night there is always a bright morning coming...
As to what H did and said in the court room...all I can say is that you mustn't take that personally....you know that their brains are scrambled and they justify everything so they don't have to accept responsibility.
Be good to yourself my dear...this too shall pass
M53 H54 D17 M33Y T38Y Bomb OW 09/09 OUT 10/09 BACK 11/09 OUT 01/10 WANTS TO R 04/10 BACK with OW 05/10 Wants to Reconcile 05/11 I said NO
