H left me as I was burying my mother. He has left me 4 times already. I am moving on, letting go, and planning on going home. Today has been really hard because its Mothers Day and I lost her March 12th. H showed up with flowers ringing my doorbell. He was talking his usual MLC talk, angry and cynical at the world. I just kept saying that I was sorry he felt that way. He left saying he would always love me. How do I remain sane with this madness? I know he needs to hit bottom to come out of this tunnel and sometimes I think that he never will. I am tired, I am weary. I will and can survive without him. Any advise? Kee
