I know it's almost crazy that we over analyze everything we do, but when our future is at stake, maybe not????
I was thinking about me texting her. I opened up communication possibilities, showed that I am thinking of her and care, but didn't take anything from her or look for anything in return. This little action may mean nothing in the long run, but since I am now at the most desperate time since I have been here, it's time to think about every little action and every word I speak.
Yes, Calystra that is exactly what life feels like. Groundhog Day. But, in every day, I still attempt to be happy at some point and still have not given up on saving my family. There are moments in every day when I do want to give up, but it's just not in this man to do so until there is absolutely no chance at all.
