Scylla you are doing it all so well. Just pray for whats on your heart. You know, God just wants us to have a relationship with him he wants you to pray and talk to him and that is exactly how it starts.

Believe me when my h was gone for 3 years I had doubts that God was listening. He wasn't restoring my marriage, he wasn't bringing my h to find the Lord. None of my prayers were being answered, but I walked by faith and those prayers are being answered today. Who knew?

I do know though that just when I would start to give up something would happen either I would get an email of enouragement read a post h would stop by or call and I knew that God was giving me that encouragement I needed to continue on my journey.

Remember this is all on God's timing not yours. Hugs Scylla!

Me 50
H 42
S 22
S 9
D 7
M 12
T 17
H moved out 8/2006
H moved home 1/2007 for 3 weeks
H moved home 5/2011 for good

"Learn from yesterday ~ Live for today ~ And hope for tomorrow"