I never filed either he did.....I cant believe it has been so long since he left, and I have healing in my heart but I am sad over our marriage being over. I prayed and prayed for him not to and it took him 4 yrs to do so.
I always had hope that as long as we werent div. God would have divine inervention and return him to his family.But he is SO different I dont know him anymore.... In some ways tho, when he came before our court date I saw some of my old husband,but he was very reserved with me ,like he was nervous,scared,uncomfortable.
We even embraced s few times but only when I hugged him first. He said he would always love me and I guess I will to.
But he was a mean MLC'ER at first saying some hurtful things when he first left, but he lived 900 miles away so we never had any contact I think that helped me in a very good way,learned to detach and gave my heart time to heal.
I too pray for his salvation now more than anything and I also pray for her for she has been blinded as well.
I have forgiven them both and he knows that and he also knows he can always come home.
I know they plan to marry soon if not already but God is with me, I always used to be envious of all LBS in here who had daily contact with their WAS but I thank God now that he wasn't , in the back of my mind I thought that if he were here ,I could somehow win him back.
Now I am a better person for going thru this Snodderly says that they will call when they need something and she is right...I thought he didnt remember my cell but when he called the other night I was very surprised to get a call from him....
I know that we have been given the power to cast out demons but that is something I dont want to mess with.I am a child of God but I dont know if my faith is that strong to do that, good for you that you were confident enough to do so.I will ask God for his direction .... To all the mommies in here HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY....
