Well, I wake up today and feel pretty bad again. Just down, sad, and missing my W.

I am about to take my D to her mothers, then off to church with my inlaws. Then I will be by myself the rest of the day. Seems like it is going to be a long day today.

And to top it off, I spent 3 hours painting yesterday, and today I am not sure that I like the color, and may have to paint over it. This is also the first rkme i have picked out a color and didnt ask somebody (my W) for advice or have hekp picking it out. Guess I failed. Love doing double work.


BITS

M:34 W:28
SD:9
D:6 (pr)
M:3 T:6
Separated 1/16/11
ILYBNILWY 10/25/10
PA discovered 11/12/10, began about 10/1/10

I am not who I was, I am being remade, I am new...