He brought up the financial split. We talked about the R some more. It's not going to work with us in the same house, he's going to move out if I'm staying for any length of time. So I think I decided to leave for now.
I know people say it's easier to DB when you're still in the house together but he can't relax, think, eat, sleep, work or focus with the stress and discomfort of me being here. So I think for any chance of this working, we need to be apart.
He has zero desire to work on the M, zero feeling for me etc... and no amount of me being here is going to help that right now. How long am I going away for? I don't know. Where am I going? I don't know. I guess I figure that out in the next few days.
